Life really is too short .

Sometimes , I start to feel things before I can figure out what they mean . But I've learned over and over to trust my instinct so it's really hard to ignore , &nd it's frustrating sometimes to try &nd figure it out in my head . Usually I think of the possible ways things could end up , decide which I think is most likely . Anyway , I think I jus needa stop holding people up to certain expectations , cause that usually jus leads to dissapointment , ye diqqqq ?! But I dont know ; I dont really care ; the more i open my eyes and realize how beautiful everything is and can be, the more i think about how silly it is to waste time on anger and negativity. it is so easy to get caught up in these things but i think that the only reason people are mean or ill-intentioned is because they are hurting in some way. i just want to be a lover because really life is too short. it is a pretty easy lesson but i have been learning it over and over my entire life.